{"id":1097,"date":"2023-03-11T19:20:51","date_gmt":"2023-03-12T01:20:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/?p=1097"},"modified":"2023-03-11T19:20:51","modified_gmt":"2023-03-12T01:20:51","slug":"black-hole","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/?p=1097","title":{"rendered":"Black Hole"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I still miss Jack more than anything.  You see all these bittersweet comics like this one where your pet is still with you: <\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?resize=1024%2C1024&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1098\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?resize=1024%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/cursingcats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/sad.jpg?w=1080&amp;ssl=1 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p>But they&#8217;re not.  They&#8217;re gone.  I WISH I could imagine he was still around.  I would love to see movement in the corner of my eye and think it was him.  Or feel a ruffle on the bed and think it was him.  I don&#8217;t get that though.  I haven&#8217;t got that at all.  I would absolutely love to be the bat shit crazy cat lady that thinks her dead cat is still around.  I wanna be that crazy person.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It would be so much better than the emptiness.  Just the void.  Today I left a hamburger bun on the counter and had the reflex that Jack might get it.  But before I even finished the thought I just was filled with the emptiness that no, he won&#8217;t.  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I still miss Jack more than anything. You see all these bittersweet comics like this one where your pet is still with you: But they&#8217;re not. They&#8217;re gone. I WISH I could imagine he was still around. I would love to see movement in the corner of my eye and think it was him. Or [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[97,24,51,332],"class_list":["post-1097","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cats","tag-cursing-cats","tag-grief","tag-grieving","tag-jack"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1097"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1099,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions\/1099"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/cursingcats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}